Doubt = a feeling of uncertainly & lack of conviction.
Constant wonders and doubts.. Who? When? Purpose, reason...What? How?
Purpose in archi = undefined
Reason of taking archi = preventing self from becoming jobless
How come archi & not any other courses = no idea, more perspective?
When is the breaking point = feels like everyday, every hour, every min, every sec..
Who?
Who am i??
Who am i becoming???
Who will i become????
Archi = everything against what i am about
What am i doing here? How can i contribute by doing this? How long will i be able to take this? What good do i bring to myself by doing this? What will i owe myself once i finish? Will i be able to finish? How do i finish?
It is only the beginning...
Only the beginning of the 3rd week...
How do i walk through this path?
Question I should really ponder about:
What is it that I wanna get out of this course?